You walked away and destroyed the basic trust of a child. You never hurt me physically but the psychological damage follows me for the rest of my life. The ratio says that it is not my fault but yours. Yet it's just impossible to ignore that feeling of being neglected. Why? Sometimes I feel like shouting at you - do you feel guilty at all?
Did you just choose to completely ignore what you've done?
Sometimes I wish you were dead, then maybe the thoughts would stop. Virtually you are not existing anymore anyway. It's impossible to go back so all that is left is to accept that the past cannot be changed and the urge for harmony will never be satisfied. All I wanted was a little bit of your time ....
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